Tarot cards, Crystal balls and astrology

Recently my gummy bears tarot was lying in my living room. I was just sitting at my desk and working on the PC when I heard a desperate cry. Shortly afterwards my boyfriend burst into the room and resentfully asked: "You do NOT believe in that, do you???" (He spoke the word "that" in a very disgusted voice), holding up my tarot. I pried the tarot cards and the tarot book out of his hands and answered fretfully: "Don't read or take it if you don't like it!"

After that incident I mulled over all those things as tarot cards, crystal balls and horoscopes.
I'm not like "Oh my horoscope says today will happen something bad, I better stay in bed all day long", if you take my meaning.

But sometimes, when I'm not sure what to do - or rather when I'm not sure what I want to do, I consult my tarot cards or my decision dice and at times also my "Unazukin-doll".

I do not blindly obey the answers of those decision aids, anyway they help me to decide. It's not so much about the answers those things give but about how those answers feel for me. Either the esoteric reply feels good for me, then I know that this decision is right or I look at the answer very unhappily, then I know I should chose the opposite way.

Polling tarot cards etc. is not so much about believing in esoteric (even if some people do) but  about getting clear about the own feelings and wishes.